DANCING in the MOONLIGHT

After such a long long time:)

2009-03-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

Whoohooo.I'm back after so long.Well,seriously did not have time to post a single thing for the last few months.Everyone was so busy.This "march holiday"are packed with so many homeworks and in addition to that,We have to revise for the upcoming mock examz that is going to be held after the holidays.Hmph.totaly pathetic.Yesterday,I got wet in the rain.(purposely)hahaha.It was nice.At least the rain drops kinda took some of my stress away with it :) Today,in the morning it also poured damn hard.It was freaking cold but still nice.Well,i do not have much updates.I just hope all of us can make it through these year,with all the joy and happiness in the world :)

Happy Chinese New year :)

2009-01-26T01:14:00.000-08:00

Well,it has been a long time since i updated my blog!Nowadays,i just don't have the mood and time to updates stuff :) Anyway,Happy Chinese New year!!!!

Friday once again!

2009-01-08T22:17:00.000-08:00

This was like just the second week of school but there is so many stuff to be done.Holiday homeworks are not all done yet.There are so many school homework to be done!!!Test and retest going to be held!Gosh!This is the life of a sec 4 student?!

Five days has past by!!!

2009-01-05T23:06:00.000-08:00

Well,today was the so called the first day when we had our lessons!It was fine.The usual Mrs koh crapping about teaching for 27 years and her passion for being a teacher!Mr ooi as usual always concern about how long we take to walk from the old block to the new block!We are always running whenever we see him standing there and waiting for us to come ASAP!Well,its 2009,a new year,some new things here and there,but some things never change.

I can't believe that five days of this new year has just passed by without me feeling a single thing!!!Man! I think time is the most selfish thing in this world.Waits for no one but just goes on and on!I kinda miss 2008!2009 seems a bit to unpredictable for me.I have not a single idea how am i suppose to prepare for the O'levels.Wait a minute,i don't even believe that i giving O'levels this year!Still stuck back in 2008 i guess!If i had a wish,just one,i would wish for the time to just stop even if it is just for a minute.I just want to embrace every moment if there is ever a tomorrow waiting for me!I still don't know what i wanna be when i grow up.A few things that i have interest in is fashion designing,dance Chreographing or being an astronomer!But the future seems still so uncertain of.Wish i would know what would be happening later on than to be experiencing surprises every moment.Enough of suspense for me!I want life to be filled with exceptional simplicity leaving all that complications behind!

Well,that's never gonna be happening coz tht's life after all!Well,i shall go and sleep now!

NEW YEAR ALL AROUND THE WORLD :)

2009-01-01T00:07:00.000-08:00

THE WORLD WELCOMES 2009 IN VARIETIES OF COLOURS :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

The year is just about to end while another is about to begin :)

2008-12-31T06:40:00.000-08:00

This is where it ends :)

Well,this is gonna be the last post for the fantastic year :) I don't want it to end this fast and at the same time i do wanna go on with 2009!Its unbelievable how the time just went by without me relising that is almost the end!Next year is an important year for all the sec 4s and everyone will be busy once again.We will be especially stressed.Well,in that case i'll have less time and i shall seldom go for blogging.One reason is that once i get in front of the computer it seems i'm stuck onto it for a long long time :)

New year resolution?Well,mine is... just get my head in those books!What else?!No more slackings and time to be totaly serious.Man..that sounds tuff!

Well,hopefully 2009 will be another fantastic year and we will be able to rock on in our last year of secondary school life!Treasure the friendship and small tiny things your love ones do for you before its gone.Life goes on though.

So,here it goes,kiss 2008 goodbye and lets welcome 2009 in the house :)

A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL THE LOVEABLE HUMANS :)

MAY YOU SURVIVE ANOTHER YEAR OF LIFE IN PEACE :)

Family day at sentosa :)

2008-12-29T00:13:00.000-08:00

Last sunday,we had a sort of a family day.We went to sentosa and had loads of unexpected fun :)School is reopening soon and homeworks are still undone:)lol!

It was cool :)These were some of the shots :)

An unforgettable prefect's camp :)

2008-12-18T23:52:00.000-08:00

I'm back from the legendary camp :)

So many things had taken placed that i don't know where to start and end :) Firstly,i would love to start with all the camp leaders to make this camp a successful and a memorable one!Nicholas,Melvyn,Lincoln and raymond had worked tremendously hard to make this camp something different and it was because of them it was a totaly unique CAMP!

On the first day,all went great,I am just gonna highlight some of the fun parts of the camp!On the first night,the campers went to sleep at around 11.00pm if i'm not wrong while the camp leaders went to plan da night walk and the commando crawl.We woke them up at 3.00 am in the morning to try da activities and surprisingly none of them complained?!I was kinda shocked!I expected at least one of them to like freak out after hearing that they have to be covered in mud in the 3 am in the morning.However nothing of that sort happened.In fact all of them had a great time!

After all that chaos,they had breakfast and went to sleep!All of us again woke up at 10 plus in the morning to carry out other activities!It was great!Then,on the second night we had performance!We did dance to the madagascar song,"i like to move it!" and yea,it was indeed powerful!!!We even tried out :its the time to disco!"Though i kinda forgot some of steps but still all of us had fun!!!Then nicholas came up with this lovely toast!The sparkling drink was sooo SWEET :) After that,the camp leaders had supper at night, MC DONALD'S ON BOARD!!!Thanks to Mr sue for all the treat :)

Then, all of the camp leaders slept in the parade square!It was so fun!!!Me and Fong May had a hard time sleeping!!!We were just to hyper to sit still.Nicholas,rahul and melvyn slept very fast!I think they were too tired to hear the craps we were making!!!Lincoln,kai yuan,raymond,me and fong may made a lot of stupid jokes through the night.It was reallie memorable!!!Under the open sky with a few bright stars shinning upon us and the moon behind the trees!!!Haha,melvyn was having moon tenting :) He snores preety loud!!!And nicholas seriously looks cute when he sleeps,cheeky him :)So funny!!!

The most shocking thing was Eugene punk said that i was his sister??!!NormaLLY, everytime i see him,he will be like, "hey B***ch!"and now he is like "hey,sis"!!!I think i did the right thing making him have the main lead in the drama!He did'nt wanted it as he felt that he was hopeless but i forced him.I think he does'nt know what he is capable of doing!!!He is just so awesome.I hope this punkstar remains a star :)

I had the time of my life!Yea,it was indeed a different experience for all of us.Something we can take back and treasure it in our memories for a very long time.Once again,thank you everyone for making this camp a wonderful and a magnificent one!

I will never forget it :)

yesterday was hari raya

2008-12-09T05:30:00.002-08:00

I'm just gonna upload the pics which i took yesterday,hari raya:)

Think again.

2008-12-05T21:27:00.000-08:00

Lately i've thinking what life has to give me and what i can contribute to it so that some things can get better.There is so many things that comes to my mind when i think of life.It makes me think of my dearest friends,my family,education,my future and my confusion of little things that bothers me.I don't know where the future brings me to but i hope i'll gain more freedom as the days goes by.Sometimes being dependent on someone irritates me.I like to be independent.

Talking about the little things that i get so easily carried away which leads to confusion in my small world.I sometimes can't differentiate between crush,love and infatuation.I don't want to make the same mistake again and that is why i question myself,"am i in love?" or is it just a admiration for someone who is so close to you.I realised when two people of the opposite gender becomes close and as days passes by they come to understand each other,they emotionally get attached and sometimes within those conversation there might be deep meaning hidden there which can drive a heart crazy.Well, its natural that everyone wants to be loved,everyone wants to know that there is someone out there who would care or at least someone who thinks that you are special even you may think you are not.Sometimes,we tend to hunt that in our closest companion and when those needs meet ours,we tend to expect more out of that friendship we had.All that is natural and quite predictable.But the confusion still remains a mystery.

As days past,loads of words remain unspoken,unheard of,just kept silent in one corner of the heart which never hada chance to explore the world of feelings.Feelings and emotions is one complicated thing.Sometimes i wish i was'nt born with one and sometimes i feel blessed that i have feeling that only can be felt.It would be a mountain without flowers if feelings had'nt existed in this world.

WENT OUT..LIKE..finally :)

2008-11-28T21:39:00.000-08:00

WENT OUT WIF AMY...AND MAMBO!!!!YAY!!!WAS FUN!!!BUT I'M LAZY TO WRITE:)anyways...it was fun and they are going off soon!!!

ps:his foot is so big!!!!i'll miss u guyz a lot!!!

boredom leads to nowhere :)

2008-11-25T19:57:00.000-08:00

I am sick and tired sitting at home:)Well, i guess boredom can lead you anywhere??!!Untill I can write a long post of emotions which some people consider lame?!Maybe it is but i wrote that becuase i was bored.This coming friday i may go out with amy and sahil!They are going overseas next week!!!!NO FAIR!!!MARIYYA!!!SHE IS OFF TO KOREA!!!

boring.

2008-11-24T19:59:00.000-08:00

ONE WORD TO Describe for today...BORING!

EMOTIONS!!!

2008-11-21T21:14:00.000-08:00

I'M gonna talk about emotions today since i've nothing else to talk about.Especially,i'm gonna talk about LOVE!Most of it is from different websites.

An emotion is a term for a mental and physiological state associated with a wide variety of feelings, thoughts, and behavior.

How to Love

Love is a strange thing. It can be the most amazing feeling in the world, or it can really hurt, but in the end love is something most, if not all of us, will face. While there are many different ways to define love and there are many different ways to love someone (even yourself), here is a general guide to loving.

Say it. When you say the words "I Love You," do they carry it with them the desire to show someone you love them or do they carry it with them is it what you want to feel? And when you say it make sure you really mean it and are willing to do anything for that special person

Empathize. Put yourself in someone else's shoes. Rather than impose your own expectations or attempt to control them, try to understand how they feel, where they come from, and who they are; and realize how they could also love you back just as well.

Love unconditionally. If you cannot love another person without attaching stipulations, then it is not love at all, but deep-seated opportunism (one who makes the most of an advantage, often unmindful of others). If your interest is not in the other person as such, but rather in how that person can enhance your experience of life, then it is not unconditional. If you have no intention of improving that person’s life, or allowing that person to be themselves and accepting them as they are, and not who you want them to be, then you are not striving to love them unconditionally.

Expect nothing in return. That doesn't mean you should allow someone to mistreat or undervalue you. It means that giving love does not guarantee receiving love. Try loving just for loving's sake. Realize that someone may have a different way of showing his or her love for you; do not expect to be loved back in exactly the same way.

Realize it can be lost. If you realize that you can lose the one you love, then you have a greater appreciation of what you have. Think how lucky you are to have someone to love.

It does not make you a bad person to desire someone else's love, even if they do not love you. However, to truly love someone, you must let them be free. It is selfish to blame them for your feelings.

There are many types of love, for example: a mother-son love is different from a best friend's love, which is different from a romantic love. Don't be ashamed to tell anyone that you love your friends as much as you love anyone else in your life.

You have to find someone that will suit you, someone you feel comfortable with - not just someone to make love to.

As a word, love can be found worldwide and is often used to describe compassion and/or emotional attachment. Accepting those you love for who they are is part of love. You also need to learn to accept yourself before you can accept another. If you cannot love your self, how are you to love another?

Love genuinely. Do not compare your feelings now to what your feelings were when you were with another mate. At times, we can experience rejection.

Realize that love is a feeling that wikihow can describe and attempt to assist, but ultimately, you are the one who must take action in order to discover love.
Do things that make the other person feel good, but do not smother them with gifts and attention.

Consider some tips about what people in love do.

People in love are sensitive to each other's needs, and endeavor to meet them even when they do not feel like doing it.

Men and women may be equal in value but different by nature. People who truly are in love give their mates "space" to develop their potential and find their fulfillment in life.

Sometimes love is all we need
Love does not brag. People who are truly in love refrain from rehearsing their good traits just to show off. Bragging in a relationship often is really defensiveness.

People who are truly in love do not insist that their way is best and demand that their mates give in to them.

People who are truly in love are considerate of each others feelings and courteous in their actions toward one another. Sadly sarcasm is a way of life for some couples. They ridicule each other, belittle each other and trade jibes with a fury. They may say it is all in fun, but it leaves wounds that will someday become festering sores.

People who are truly in love look out for their mates' best interests as much as their own. Those in love should be concerned not only about their own individual interests, but about the interests of the other as well.

People who truly love control their anger when the other displeases them. We are all human, and all humans feel anger periodically, but we only express our anger in destructive ways when we counting on someone else to meet our needs.

People who truly love each other do not take pleasure in their mates' disappointments or failures.

People who truly love each other treat their mates with absolute trust. Some husbands and wives torment themselves with groundless suspicions. If you look for trouble you will find it every time.

People who truly love look forward to their relationship growing more meaningful and precious. They have hope. Which is an attitude that happily anticipates the good. It isn't being blind and denies there are problems, but it does look beyond the problems. People who truly love each other do not allow their problems to rob them of their happiness.

Remember there is no failure in love, because once you tell somebody who you love, that you love him/her, then you have already succeeded in love.

HOW DO YOU KNOW A GUY LIKES YOU?!

It's not always easy to tell when a guy falls in love with you. Men are often mysterious about their feelings and aren't always comfortable simply stating the obvious. As women we sometimes have to use our natural instinct to determine just how the man in our life feels. If you are wondering whether your fellow is as emotionally invested in the relationship as you are, there are a few signs you should be on the lookout for.

When a guy falls in love with you, you become the most important thing in the world to him. You'll notice that he'll become much more concerned with your happiness and just the day-to-day happenings of your life. When a man is crazy about you he'll want you to share details of your life and he'll find even the most mundane things interesting. If the man you are seeing would much rather talk about himself than you, he may not be that into you.

Another of the clear signs that a man is experiencing deeper feelings for you is that he'll work hard to spend time with you. When a guy falls in love with you he'll move heaven and earth to be with you. Regardless of how many hours he worked or what time he has to get up tomorrow, he'll want to see you. He won't care whether it's to go out for dinner or to stay in and watch television. As long as he can be with you, he'll be content.

You also want to pay close attention to how your man talks about the future. When a guy falls in love with you he'll often subtly refer to a future that includes you. Listen for him to use the words "us" or "we" more often. That's because, in his mind, he wants you with him, close to him in the future. If a man is constantly saying "I" or "me" when he's planning things, he's still self-centered and may just not be ready to open up his heart to love yet.

If you're really unsure about how he feels about you, there are specific things you say and do can make a man feel helplessly drawn to you. If you are convinced he is the one there are things you can do to ensure he only has eyes for you.

sometimes love can bring you to somewhere,

and sometimes to nowhere!

its so boring!!!!

2008-11-18T21:48:00.000-08:00

JUMPING :)

SINGING :)

HAVING FUN :)
whooohooooooo :)

STUPID DOG!!!!AKA RAHOOOL :)

THE BEHIND SCENE

REHEARSING :)

MARIYYA TALKING :)

I'M DANCING :)

ITS SO BORING AT HOME!!!!I DON'T EVEN FEELI LIKE BLOGGING!!!

miss dancing with da prefects :)

I'M JUST GONNA UPLOAD PICTURES!!

2008-11-15T01:58:00.000-08:00

VIVO AGAIN!

2008-11-09T23:33:00.000-08:00

Well,yesterday morning was kinda boring but at night it was very fun!In the evening,we went to the General Hospital to visit one of my cousin's colleuge's mum who was sick!She could'nt even talk properly.I was kinda sad to see her in that state.Poor thing.I hope she gets well soon.After that went to vivocity to eat.I think we ate in a chicken rice shop or something!I wanted honey chicken but it was out of stock!!!DAMN!!!Anyway,after that we went to the rooftop and walked around for a while.It was nice.There was this huge cristmas tree down there :)

School holidayz is kinda boring.There is practically nothing to do!!!DAMN!!!

DID'NT GO TO SCHOOL :) LAZY ME :)

2008-11-05T01:15:00.000-08:00

sahil and me :)

TONG JING DARLING AND ME :)

MY SISTER,NAAZ!!!

Today,i was woke up in the morning to go to school but my lazy ass just did'nt wanted to get out of bed so i slept on.DAMN ME!!!Hahaha..then rahul called me during his recess and asked me why i did'nt come to school.Well,after school,he,sahil and minesh came to my house to give my homework and they played with my baby sister.These people are total comedians!!!They could'nt decide at first if they wanted to come inside my house or not.Then finally,they opened their shoes and got in.They stayed for sometime!Rahul and minesh carried my baby sister while sahil did'nt bother to.haha.Well,after that they went home

I AM VERY HAPPY THAT OBAMA IS NOW THE PRESIDENT OF AMERICA!!!!I HOPE HE BRINGS A LOT OF CHANGES THAT PRESIDENT BUSH DID'NT MANAGE TO ACHIEVE!!!GO OBAMA..YOU RULE!!!THE FIRST AMERICAN BLACK PRESIDENT!

Forgot that yesterday was HALLOWEEN!!! BOO! lame :)

2008-10-31T21:50:00.000-07:00

Well,HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!I totaly forgot that yesterday was halloween in the midst of sahil's birthday!hehe!Anyway,today woke up in the morning and waited for my tuition teacher to come and go through the physics EYE paper with me.This teacher was suppose to come at 10 am but when i called her up,she was still sleeping!!!So in the end she came at 11 am instead!I told her about what she thinks about my progress in science and stuff like that.She suggested that it would be a better choice if i take combine as i will be able to perform better in that!But i don't want to drop my pure science!Haizz..i am CONFUSED!My dad really wants me to take pure while my mum insist me to take combine!Well,i really don't know what to do!DAMN!!!Sometimes making a decision can be so hard and it is especially complicated if it is about my life!What is if i DO TAKE PURE and do bad in O'levels!It is a tuff competetion anyway since we are challenging the top schools but i love to take up challenges.However,i don't wanna do bad in it.AHHHH!!!Nevremind...i think i will talk about this to Mr ooi!

Today, might go and watch a movie.It has been a very long time since i watched a horror movie and the coffin came out.I heard that it quite freaky!!!I WANNA WATCH IT...perhaps i will go out with my cousins later :) hehe..for now..that is enough crap i can produce!

BRB :)

SAHIL'S B'DAE!!!

2008-10-31T01:34:00.000-07:00

Well,back to blogging...the reason that i did'nt blog for some time was because i seriously did'nt know what to write about!!!Anyway,todae was great!!!Today was sahil's b'dae and me and mariyya bought him a soccer ball since he is a man of SOCCER!But we did'nt know so much about "balls" so we bought a black and white type..is like u noe the type u can find in yuhua..is da oldest design...hehe..well..but sahil said never mind!Me,amy,rahul and mariyya called him at 12 midnight when he just became a year older!shhhesh..i don't like old people...haha!Well..we had a one hour conference..we were basically crapping about anything and everything that came up to our minds!Then today morning i went to school and him da ball...he was kinda like..wad da hell is it?haha :) comical idiot!

GUESS WAD?!DA BEST THING ABOUT TODAY ID THAT MRS KOH DID NOT COME TO OUR CLASS!!!WE HAD DA WHOLE ONE HOUR AFTER OUR BREAK TO OURSELVES!!!WISH IT HAPPENS THE NEST TIME AS WELL,YEA?*MY FINGERS ARE CROSSED*

After all that remedials ended,sahil went to pray while me and mariyya went to have our lunch...

after that we asked sahil to meet us at Mc..we prepared some water bombs or wadeva u call them...and we bought bubbles for wadeva weird reason...yea..we bought two slices of cake..two doughnuts..hmmm..oh yea..n we treated him McSpicy...and it was upsized for da big man!!!Woah..not a bad treat yea?!After he ate we threw the waterbags at him and this idiot started running here and there...we were typical fools but still we had fun!!!Hahaha...rydia and raden was there also!Sahil said he never had a birthday like that...awww..haha..well..at least now you had one..there is a first experience for everyone...yea?!Well,he had a wonderful birthday and i celbrated becoz mrs koh did'nt come and i did'nt do her homework aniwae!Differentiation...i dun noe how to spell it..wadeva it is..da topic is so complicated..da only thing i learn is DU over DY???

Anyway,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAHIL!!!!YOU ARE OLDER!!!YOU ARE AGEING!!!WATCH OUT FOR WHITE HAIRS,eh?hahaha!

not gonna blog for sometime!

2008-10-28T01:58:00.000-07:00

NOT BLOGGING FOR SOME TIME
:)

Saturday :)

2008-10-24T21:36:00.000-07:00

Well,woke up at 12 pm today.Yesterday showed my dad my report book and he was damn disappointed man!!!Crap!Now for da whole holiday i've to study hard for next year.Next Wednesday school will start as per normal(so called extra lessons for the secondary threes)...I wish the Harry Potter movie would come soon!I really wanna go and watch it!This time i think it will be the Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince :) I really hope i can buck up for next year and i must!Well, nothing much to say about today as i just woke up!

Last day of school :)

2008-10-23T00:44:00.000-07:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

Well,today is incredibly the last day of school!!!I CAN'T BELEIVE THAT TIME JUST FLEW THAT FAST!!!I just don't know how fast this year went by.It went way too fast like a bullet train.Anyway,after school i had lunch with rahul,sahil,mariyya and radyiatul :)Well,radya was plainly throwing ice into sahil's shirt who got freaked out!haha!Well,tomorrow there chemistry SPA!Well,nothing much to blog about for today.I'll end it off with the kelly clarkson lyrics...BECAUSE OF YOU!

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me,

but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because you know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of youI am afraidI watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so

I don't get hurt

Because of youI try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of youI am afraid

Because of you

VIVOCITY ALL THE WAY!

2008-10-20T21:37:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,me,sahil,rahul,rohit(rahul's bro),amy and minesh went to vivocity to watch a movie.It was fun.Actually it was damn fun!We were making fun of rahul's uneven butt shape!!!I don't really liked the movie that i watched.I think is is called "max payne".Most of the time me and rohit was laughing at the most serious scenes!Especially when the people are SHOT dead!!!Anyway,before tht movie we saw Mss straaten,nicholas,pei ling,hiang teck,li hui,yan wei and melvyn i think.They were watching house bunny :)After we watched that movie,we walked around the rooftop!It was awesome.We sat down and basically talked crap :)It was such wonderful day!Mariyya and sumama,You guyz should have came coz u missed a lot of fun!Perhaps, the next time..yea?

Well,that's all for now!Till then, chill out :)

Sunday is here!

2008-10-19T03:33:00.000-07:00

Well,today i woke up at 1 pm in the afternoon and rest of the day i spent watching tv.Tomorow,might go to watch movie at vivocity or go to sentosa!Well,nothing much to talk about today!

LOVE IS IN THE AIR!

2008-10-16T22:52:00.000-07:00

Well,i don't want time to fly so fast!!!I posted this entry just to post this pic!haha!i know that i am very random :)

Friday is here,the weekend is here :)

2008-10-16T22:27:00.000-07:00

Well,sahil woke me up in the morning so we can meet in Mc for a chat.So i had to wake up early.Went to Mc at 10 and waited for him for more than half an hour than i got fed up and then went home.I gave him a call and asked him where was he,he said he was still in the bus???Pathetic moron.We are suppose to meet at 10 and he left his house at 10!Anyway,i did'nt go to school today.Tong Jing,sahil,rahul,xue er and minesh also did'nt go to school today.It is soo boring!After,me and sahil talked for sometime and then ordered some food.Man,i lost my appetite!!!I had a hard time finishing my food.Then i accompanied sahil to the bus stop and went home.I think i will watch TV rest of the day!Hmmm...Today there is NPCC but i don't think i will be attending it.Well,maybe on monday we might go out like maybe for a movie?!I don't know.I am worried for my results.I really don't want to drop anything!DAMN!Well,that's all the crap i have to say for now!

Oh yea..i have a sudden interest for photography!!!

REFLECTING ON THE YEAR 2008 :)

2008-10-16T01:17:00.000-07:00

OK...This is gonna be a really long post about my reflection of life for 2008 :)

I just can't believe that the days just passed like that!Just a blink of an eye and THE END?!

Well,I have just too much to reflect for this year,I kinda don't know where to start and where to end.Well lets just start with my results since that is the latest news!

Results of the year:Well,surprisingly,the subjects that studied for the most is one of lowest scores while the subjects that i did'nt even study a bit is one of my best scores!I don't know why ironic has to be a fact of life?!I really tried hard for almost every subjects!During MYE,I tried to understand which is my weakest subjects and tried to improve on them and strive for a better goal during EYE.Pure Physics and Pure Chemistry was one of my weakest subjects so I worked on it hard but I did'nt do so well as i expected it to!Now,i do feel sad and everything and the same time i feel frustrated with myself!My dad always have high expectation out of me and he pays for a lot of expensive tutors to guide me through as i have a hard studyin myself!I tried my outmost to live to his expectation but that just did'nt happen this time.Sometimes things never want to happen the way you want them to be.And that can be the most irritating and frustrating thing at times.Sadly,that's what we call LIFE?!I really don't want to drop from pure science to combined science!!!I think i'm kinda hopeless :( Well,I don't what to tell my parents.I don't know where is the problem.Is it me?or is it just i did'nt have enough practice or is it just that i am not capable for PURE SCIENCE?This is still a mystery to me?DAMN!!!

FRIENDS:Well,this year i also learnt a lot of love and friendship.Lets start of with friendship:I would love thank all those people who has been always there for me in my every critical stages of my life.Mariyya is one of the person i'm really grateful to.Words won't express how much you mean to me dear but this is what i can do,just show you some aprreciation.It has been three long years of our strong and ever lasting friendship and i hope it will stay that way forever.There has been never a day where you never stood up for me.You shared my sadness and my sorrows were the tears in your eyes,my joys were the sound of happiness in your laughter and your smile was always making me do things that i never thought of doing!You made me a more daring person and always supported me.Honestly,it is hard to get your type nowadays,talkative,weird,funny,lovable,understanding and everything you can think of!Well,it is fun the way we act stupid and crazy without thinking twicw what might others say about us.I mean who careS?We Live the way,We wanna live...We are what we are and that is the best thing of all!Amy has been always there for over the phone,(just to bad that we are not in the same school,yea?)But,we are still the best of best friends.Thank you a lot for being there for me!I really mean it :)Thank you sahil and rahul for also being there by my side and especially thanks for playing such a lovely part in getting me and that someone back together.Thanks a bunch.And here comes the long list of friends who must be mentioned:Gangadevi (for always being the first one to act stupid and volunteer yourself to insult me 24/7)Tong Jing (For always being there for me and giving me useful advices :) Xue er (for being a noble and gentle friend,you are not forgotten my dear) Minesh(for being weird and shy half of your time and giving me a chance to understand and love you for what you are)Sing lei for sending letters all of a sudden(you are still someone close to my heart even if we are no longer close friends :)Nicholas(thank you for being sarcastic and kind at time,i did learn a lot about human character and mood swings?!Melvyn (thank you for understanding me as a secretary and being my dance partner all year round :)Radyia(thank you for being there for at times when i need someone to talk to)Yu Ting (Thank you for understanding me in NPCC ans saying hi to me whenever i see you..haha..it means a lot to me anyway!Hemama(yo mama..hi mama..yea..thanks for saying that..it makes me think you have nothing better to do than to say hey mama here and there)Hiang Teck (for being a crazy ass..it makes my day sometimes :)Pei Ling (for being talkative during history class)Shannon (for being a great assistant...ok..i am seriously running out of names!!!Those who are not mentioned due to my poor loss of memory..i'm sincerely sorry but as long as you played any small part in my life..A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU!LOVE YOU GUYZ TO BITS!

LOVE:Hmmm..there is just too many thing about this word but let me just say it to that person instead,i love you.We have been through the good and bad times together (well,most of the time).Thank you for being a special part of my life.You in the every breath i take in,my dear :)

Events that will always be etched in my mind:Well,racial harmony day is one of the most unforgettable day of my life :)ITS THE TIME TO DISCO!ALL MY LOVE TO MY SEC 2SS!!!YOU GUYZ ROCK TO THE CORE:) Another event that will forever be etched in my mind in April's fool day.I AM NEVER GONNA PLAY ANY SORT OF "LOVE" PRANK ON ANYONE!!!I SWEAR!hahaha...oh yea..thank you kamalraj for teaching me that :)

I seriously learnt several things this year and most importantly i understood what family love means.Family mean unity.Family means understanding.Family means affection.And most importantly family means love...

I think i can go on and on about this year..it is just too many things to mention :)

Well..till then chill out!

PS:i hope my love for will grow srtonger each and everyday as i spent my time
with you.

WHAT IS LOVE?

2008-10-16T01:04:00.000-07:00

What is love? True love is shown in concrete ways, by how we act, what we think, and what we say.

1. Love Is Patient - It learns to overlook, and bear with, some small areas of irritation. Remembering our own weaknesses will help us to understand our companions’ faults and shortcomings. We must be careful to watch the tone of our voices, our feelings, our reactions, and our tempers.

2. Love Is Kind - Develop the trait of doing little deeds of kindness and giving thought to how you might show your appreciation for your mate. Love involves concern and consideration for the other person's welfare. Love EXPRESSES.

3. Love Is Not Jealous - Love is unselfish, free from meanness, smallness, and pettiness. Love is big-hearted and caring; it results in the full giving of oneself to another.

4. Love Is Not Boastful - Humility stems from a heart full of love. Husbands and wives should not be competitors.

5. Love Is Not Arrogant - Arrogance and false pride are not characteristic of love. Love is not egotistical, conceited, or puffed up. Love is not inflated with self-importance. It is difficult to live with a proud and conceited person. He wants attention, but gives none. An overbearing, self-centered person can destroy love and respect.

6. Love Is Not Rude - Love has good manners. Courtesy and politeness are of great importance to the good health of any marriage. Husbands and wives should be considerate and sympathetic toward one another.

7. Love Does Not Insist on Having Its Own Way - The one who loves does not selfishly demand his own way all the time. Love gives. Love works for goals that are common and compromises in the areas where you differ. Marriage partners must practice the working art of "give and take." Learn to give a lot, and take a little - accept each other as you are.

8. Love Is Not Irritable (Easily Provoked) - Love is not short-tempered; it does not easily get its feelings hurt or ruffled. Marriage is the closest relationship in the world, and it is important that both parties work together to keep from aggravating each other. If you know of something you habitually do that irritates your mate, resolve to overcome that habit. If a marriage is to be happy, touchiness, sullenness, and anger cannot exist for very long. Learn to talk to your mate and discuss your problems; keep the communication lines open.

9. Love Is Not Resentful - It is not healthy for a person to carry around the hurts and the injuries that have occurred in the past; doing so breaks down the ability to love. Love does not keep score of wrongs. Forgiveness and love go hand and hand. Forgiveness is a loving act that has, as one of its basic ingredients, forgetfulness. Forgiveness means not bringing up the past.

10. Love Does Not Rejoice At Wrong, But Rejoices in What Is Right - Love always looks for what is right and good and makes a positive effort toward what is good. Love looks for the best in one’s mate.

11. Love Bears All Things - Lovers forbear one another.

12. Love Believes All Things - Love always believes the best until proven wrong.

13. Love Hopes All Things - Love always expects something good from the one who is loved.

14. Love Endures All Things - True love can outlast anything. There is no person, no situation, nothing that can get the best of true love between two people who have committed their hearts and lives to God and to each other.

Love’s endurance knows no limits, its trust no end, its hope no fading; it can outlast anything. If, we will but follow God's pattern for the marriage relationship, we can find the happiness that God intended when He ordained it. The pleasure and happiness are there when the husband and wife have the proper love for each other and for God.

(WELL...I THINK I CAN THINK ABOUT MARRIAGE LATER...BUT JUST FOR GENERAL KNOWLEGDE,WE SHOULD KNOW THE REAL DEFINITION OF LOVE:)

Basketball!!!

2008-10-13T20:55:00.002-07:00

Fashion refers to styles of dress (but can also include cuisine, literature, art, architecture, and general comportment) that are popular in a culture at any given time. Such styles may change quickly, and "fashion" in the more colloquial sense refers to the latest version of these styles. Inherent in the term is the idea that the mode will change more quickly than the culture as a whole.

The terms "fashionable" and "unfashionable" are employed to describe whether someone or something fits in with the current or even not so current, popular mode of expression. The term "fashion" is frequently used in a positive sense, as a synonym for glamour, beauty and style. In this sense, fashions are a sort of communal art, through which a culture examines its notions of beauty and goodness. The term "fashion" is also sometimes used in a negative sense, as a synonym for fads and trends, and materialism. A number of cities are recognized as global fashion centers and are recognized for their fashion weeks, where designers exhibit their new clothing collections to audiences. These cities are Paris, Milan, New York City, and London. Other cities, mainly Los Angeles, Berlin, Tokyo, Rome, Miami, Hong Kong, São Paulo, Sydney, Barcelona, Amsterdam, Madrid, Montreal, Mumbai, Vienna, Auckland, Moscow, New Delhi , San Juan, Dubai and Dallas also hold fashion weeks and are better recognized every year.

> I LOVE FASHION

Today I surprisingly woke up at 7.30am to go to and play basketball with Sahil and Rahul.I asked Amy and Mariyya along but they were busy.Mariyya is on full 100% Hari Raya mood and amy was sleeping.I reached JP and met Sahil chand then went to a near by basketball court to play.We played for an hour or so and then i came home.And guess wad peeps...EXAMZ FINALLY OVER!!!WHooohooo...tht seemed like ages!Yesterday after the last paper we had EXCO meeting.It was about the upcoming camp and stuff.The most funny part was our dear Mr Sue!He is such a adorable over grown baby :0 I said Mr sue "r u tht stress tht u r getting bald" he said "yea"..then i said you should go for hair treatment before u loose all ur hair.He said he does'nt mind being bald because it has nothing to do with character building!I was like so?You wanna look so old when you are still young?Then he was like,"Musarrat,you have a weird way of thinking and i need to change it..."I think i need to research on hairs to prove that having hair loss is bad at such a young age..He is only 38 and he is half bald!!!Nevermind about him..Anyway,after the meeting me,sahil and rahul went Mc and then went home!It was fun!

Basketball!!!

2008-10-13T20:55:00.001-07:00

Funday!

2008-10-10T06:05:00.000-07:00

Ok,today was a great day,especially after all those papers...woke up at around 10.30pm,then slacked around for a while,At 4.00pm went shopping with Mariyya!It was fun!Met Sahil in Jp after he played soccer :)

Had dessert and went home:)

All da tuff papers are over!!!

2008-10-09T00:01:00.000-07:00

I waNNa go somewhere far far away...

Spring Time:)

I wanna wake up somewhere else!

Today we had A-maths paper 2 which started at 11am.I came to school at around 8.30am to do the last revision with sahil,rahul,nicholas,hing teck,melvyn and many more of our 3e5 peeps.Nicholas was having a good massage by rahul giri.Pathetic gits.haha.Nicholas and hiang teck was in more like in "gaying" mood.Anyway,after sometime,our morning princess came,Mrs koh to teach us maths.I wonder does she ever do anything else than eatin,teaching and breathing maths?!She is very motherly type of person.Mother ducky.Quack Quack.Ok,my brain has been eaten off by aLL da examz,tht's for sure or i would'nt be in this metal state right now!I just can't believe that we have reached to the end of year.Just too fast,way too fast!

Sahil,Rahul,Mariyya planned to watch a movie after examz in Vivocity or even go to Sentosa for a day off.Just next monday passes by,i can say with pride that "EXAMZ IS OVER!"haha.On monday,we have chem and pysics paper one.Still need to study but not much of a mental watage,i would say.Oh yea,today's maths paper was kinda easy but i think i made a lot of careless mistakes(as always)!After the paper,i went home with sahil,rahul,minesh,salan,kumar and myself.Minesh is gonna walk on fire.I don't know for what..i think is for some religious purpose but at the sound of walking on fire is scary!!!I mean hello??It is fire,not some cold damn ice!I hope he has not gone finally insane.I wish tomorow we can chill out!I think i will later check out with the other freaks.

Sometimes i feel like i wanna go far far away.Like somewhere near the hills,mountain,where there is a large patch of greenery with blossoms blooming like during the spring time,somewhere near the deep blue ocean where i can see the sunset...Sounds so relaxing...But damn,i see no hope of seeing such scenery if i'm gonna be stuck in Singapore!Is such a tiny mini city...to me is just a manmade Island :#

Well,tht's enough crapping for one day i guess?!

PEACE OUT !

Pure Physics!!!

2008-10-03T21:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,we had pure physics paper 2 and history.I studied with rahul over the phone for about 2 hours and nothing we learnt came out.It was more like thinking skill and how you apply whateva you learnt into reality kind of thing while the combined paper was far more easier according to Mariyya.This was the first time i did;nt memorized a thing for history.I just wrote whateva came to my mind.It was a disaster.I was so tired after all the papers.I,Mariyya and Rahul stayed back in school for a while and Princess Jackass kinda entertained us.Well,then me and mariyya went Mc while Rahul went home as he was fasting.On monday it is e-maths and english paper 2.Not a bad combination.At least i don't feel that cramped up studying for maths.I just can't wait for this exam to be over man!!!

ALL THE BEST FOR THE REST OF THE PAPERS :)

First Day of Exam!

2008-09-25T22:59:00.000-07:00

Today we had Social Studies and English Paper 1.My hand is half broken of writting man.I was just writting on and on because i had to write.Well,nothing much to blog about so All THE BEST FOR DA NEXT FEW PAPERS.WE CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THIS DAMN EXAMINATION PERIOD!

It's study the only thing that exist in this world?

2008-09-21T02:58:00.000-07:00

Today, I woke up at around 11.30pm in the afternoon.Last night,me and my cousin went to Jurong East and Jurong Point to do some shopping for Hari Raya.I t was kinda fun.I bought a damn tall high heel and a dress.After we came, we watched indian idol in sony entertainment and then we had a fashion parade until 2.30 am in the morning.We just grabbed all the clothes in the closet and constantly changed into them for about 2 hours.It was kinda tiring!Today,i had tuition at 4.00 pm and i had to finish up her junk of homework before she came and corrupted my brain like all teacher does.Is that the actual reason why they are paid for?haha..hope not!Tomorrow is school begins again and there so many things to do.I just can't wait for this damn examination period to end.Hopeless and stressful time!I am also kinda freaked out by some stuff that happened.One of it is that particular person.Well,I am not gonna take any action for now.I will think about it after exam :)

PS:Keep working hard people!

Big Day!

2008-09-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

Today was kinda a huge day for me!!!In the morning nothing much happened.The usual class and we had chemistry test which was kinda manageable but i kinda forgotten my facts...haha!Aniway,after school me,sahil and rahul were just lazing in the library till sahil took my wallet and started playing with it.I did'nt wanted him to semy ez-link picture and was tryin to take it away from him but this moron don't seem to understand anything.Then,Rahul came up with a plan when minesh came.The wallet was eventually passed on to minesh.Then,rahul recorded some stuff that minesh said about me?!It was kinda insane.And the next moment,me and him talked some things out after like 3 months.

He said a lot of things that i hardly believed?!

Whatever happened today exists only in a fairytale...but it actually happened in reality.

Raining MondaY!

2008-09-15T07:41:00.001-07:00

In the morning,it was raining cats and dogs man.It was heavily pouring flooding da roads really badly.I was just about to rush for prefect's meeting(which i did'nt attend for ages..its time i thought i showed up a good example as a secretary..) and when i was just about to get out of the house...KABBbboooomm!!!The droplets from heaven started to fall on Jurong?>!I was'nt in a mood to get wet at all coz i knew that even if i had a umbrella i would get my shoes,socks and me myself being partially wet!In the end,i waited for da damn rain to stop and had good excuse why i did'nt attend the meeting (well,not reallie..)Aniway,half way to school i spotted mariyya trying hard to keep her poor umbrella straight while at da same time trying to give shelter to another complete stranger?!Well,we joked all da way to school..it was kinda fun!And then lessons started as usual...nothing new or interesting about that!During Mother Tongue,Sahil bought some riddles and we had fun.Riddles rocks for us!!!After school,nothing much happened.We had chemistry remedials where the sotong MR. TAN was boasting about how "useful" he think he is and how "hardworking" he was when he was a student like us..well big deal?!He seriously needs to learn how to control his pride?haha..such a blur maniac.After that i waited for sahil and his crazy gang...and went home.On the way home,naj bought 2 packets of tissue paper.I just find it hillarious to see a guy but tissue paper to use in school...haha..i seriously don't know why?

EYE is just round the corner...(time surely flies?)so peeps please study hard for it!!!We're gonna prove to Mr Ooi that we are not the worst pure science he has eva seen..yea?haha..till then...

BYE!

Friday the 12th!

2008-09-11T23:54:00.000-07:00

Well,today i was almost late for school as i woke up at around 7.15am.I got ready within a few minutes and was aboutto get out of the house..and just at that very moment it started to rain heavily so i had to rush back in to find my damn umbrella.Unfortunately my socks were wet and seriously it is so irritating to wear a pair of filthy stinking socks the whole day!Anyway,the first two period was english.I can't really remember what we learnt...Next was Mother Tongue which means free period for me,sahil,rahul and amar!YAY!I had some riddles to ask them so time passed quite fast.Actually,it always passes very fast with these fools around.They are mad mambos.After that was twp period of boring maths.Thank god i had to the bionomial test with cedric.Next was recess...and time passed so damn fast that we did'nt even realise that we were 10 minutes late for chemistry class.In the end we had to stand up the whole lesson.Mr Tan is a SOTONG!

PS:Rahul is a pathetic idiot!!!

CLASS PARTY ROCKED!!!

2008-09-01T23:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was da first of september and it was the first day of ramadan.I did'nt felt hungry as i was busy since morning.First, I went to the polyclinice as my sister had a check up.Then i met sahil,tong jing and sumathi at chinese garden.Poor things..they were waiting and waiting..haha..I WAS LATE!Then we went to mayfare condo and started partying.At around 7 plus me and sahil broke our fast.Then,we ate and had fun.Just like the last time i got thrown into da pool.I tried to throw sahil but he is a giant.hahaha...nvm but he is still one my closest and good friends around :)We went home at around 10 plus..preety late :)I had fun!

PICS ON TEACHER'S DAY :)

2008-08-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

SAHIL AND ME :)

APPLE AND ME :)

NAAZ IS SOOOO CUTE :)

2008-08-30T06:51:00.000-07:00

MY NEW BABY SISTER!!!

NAAZ HAS BEEN BORNED!!!

2008-08-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

MY NEW BABY SISTER IS BORN TODAY!!!

3E5 ROCKS!!!

2008-08-24T07:43:00.000-07:00

PREFECTS ROX!
THE OFFICIAL PERVY CLASS
MARIYYA AND GANG @FUHUA PRIMARY

3E5 AGAIN!

THE BLACK AND WHITE VERSION :)

THE WEEKEND IS FINALLY HERE :)

2008-08-22T01:05:00.000-07:00

MS STRAATEN AND ME!!!

MY FAMILY!!!

Today was kinda a fun day.First two period was english.We,3e5, weresupposed to bring our family photos but majority of us did not.Instead,we started taking photos.It was fun.A CLASS FILLED WITH "PERVYNESS"!I LOVE 3E5.After english was mother tongue.As usual,the three weirdos including me headed to the library and w tried to finish all the homeworks we needed to finish.During recess,it was so damn fun witht he comical guyz i ever met.Shaswan was like imitating Mr Tan.I just love to hang out with these people.You make my day!LOVE YOU GUYZ LOTS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEI LING!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICHOLAS TEI!!!

SUNDAY BLUES :)

2008-08-17T07:25:00.000-07:00

I woke up at around 11 am in the morning.Damn late as yesterday night I was continously talking to my cousin who just came to Singapore last friday.We talked most probably untill 3 am in the morning.It was fun slacking for a while.Yesterday,I also had da crappy mother tongue exam.I wrote rubbish and i am so not looking forward to see what type of marks I will get.Tomorrow,there is Chemistry test.Tuesday there is the nightmare A-maths mock paper.Wednesday i don't really know what they are gonna test us on but basically i don't see any day where i can assume there is no test.If there is nothing after school,they will make sure there is something on.Now,it reminds me of memorizing my pysics...

Well,i better get going :)
BYE!!!

MY SWEET FIFTEEN :)

2008-08-09T11:15:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU GUYZ!!!

2008-08-09T11:07:00.000-07:00

THANKS TO SHANNON FOR EDITING THIS PIC :)

Happy Birthday Singapore!!!

2008-08-09T10:44:00.000-07:00

Rabiatul and ME :)
POP CAMP :)
APPLE,ME AMD SUMAMA :)
ON SPEECH DAY :)

THE PERVY BOYS!!!
3E5 :)
ME AND SUMAMA :)
DON'T WANNA SAY anything ABT THESE TWO COMEDIANS :)

I went to watch the fireworks near the Esplanade today.It was awesome!!!Well,after that We went to BURGER KING to have our dinner.Nothing much.I am posting these pics which was taken on 08.08.08 :) Some were taken long time ago this year but it was not posted.

08.08.08

2008-08-08T08:05:00.000-07:00

Today was the day!!!

In the mroning i went to school with Mariyya.Then,changed into our red shirt,for me it was a dress.I can't possibly wear a shirt with a pair of jeans which just can't be zipped!Aniway,it was fine just that i was da one standing out with my dress and the pair of high heel boots.The prefects did well.The singing part was kinda funny becoz all of them were a bit high pitch but cheer up :) Especially,Azeila,DON'T BE SAD :( Sometimes things does'nt work the way expect them to be.HAHA!Then,the chinese,malay and indian dance perfomed.They were great :) After that the prefects did the KETCHUP DANCE!It was great.I mean all of us enjoyed and had fun.It is not always necessary to have a perfect perfomance to call it fantastic.ALL THE PREFECTS HAS DONE A GREAT JOB!Our grand finalle was suppose to be the dance to the song its the time to disco but later it was cancelled due to the bad weather!!!The damn rain!Mss Straaten rocked the show with the BAND, "PERVY BOYS"!!!It was AWESOME!!!

After that i was suppose to watch movie but the plan was cancelled :(

ANYWAY,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

AND HAPPY EVE OF THE BEIJING OLYMPICS!!!

Open up your heart with a broken key :)

2008-08-07T08:10:00.000-07:00

Today was a very tiring and hectic day for me!LIke there is so much to do in so little time.My Juniors,especially,all my cute little chipmunks(sec ones) are always kinda blur.We sang all those boring songs and when it came to ketchup,they were kinda depending on me coz they seriously don't know what comes after next.Perhaps the steps are pretty fast but what to do?!I hope tomorrow we can dance to It's the time to disco as well.Everyone will get hyper after that for sure.THANK YOU MARIYYA,MELVYN AND SOME OF MY SEC ONES FOR SUPPORTING ME :) THANK YOU TO THE SEC TWOss For being the reason that i am always smiling.Hope we can rock the show tomorrow.I LOVE YOU GUYZ :)

I am also kinda slacking in my studies.I am not concentrating.So many homeworks not done.My tests results are becoming a nightmare!But i think after NDP i have to,no wait,i must focus in my studies as Melvyn has rejected all proposals or any up coming events.YAY!FINALLY I CAN BREATH.But i will still miss dancing.The last few days were felt more like i was in some dancing school or something.Everyday,dancing and singing.I came home late almost everyday.Tomorrow i would most probably going out with Mariyya,Amy,Ganga(if she is coming) and Rohit.

YesterdAY,it was kinda fun too!!!First,i went out with MAMBO(sahil) to get some drinks and i had to duplicate the prefect's room keys.Then,after that we had rehearsal.

TOMORROW IS THE 08.08.08!!!

OLYMPICS BEGINS TOMORROW :)

I GTG AND HAVE A REST BEFORE THE so called BIG DAY!!!

NDP REHEARSAL

2008-08-05T07:20:00.000-07:00

It was soo fun!!!today we danced to ketchup song!Had fun.Maths test sucked as usual.HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!!

My brain is currently not functioning so i really don't know what i am typing but i hope it makes sense.

Ms straaten took somepics of me and Melvyn and the prefects dancing!

I hope we can rock the show!

Yea.

BYE!

The weekend is here!!!

2008-08-01T00:35:00.000-07:00

DANCING TO THE BEAT!
MCs of the day :)

My hair and dress is flying all over da place :)
ing all the way :)
prefects rocks!

NPCC ON POP
Pervy people :)
LOVELY SCENERY :)
3E5 ALL THE WAY :)
3E5 CAUGHT IN CIVIL DISTRICT :)

ME and eugene goh :)
HIANG TECK AND ME :)
APPLE AND ME ON POP :)
MARIYYA AND ME IN ACTION!
IT'S THE TIME TO DISCO!!!

ME,APPLE,MAHIRA AND JOYCE ON POP :)

Today was 'PHOTO SHOOTING' day for me.First thing in the morning we had prefects photo taking.The excos had to wear blazers or coat or wadeva you call them.My usual size is small but I had to wear XXL.So,i was looking extremly broad and big!I seriosly don't know how I looked in the shot.But,who cares.Right after that shot was NPCC photo shooting and i had to change to my full U.GREAT.It was so damn rushing.Overall,it was not bad.After 1/2 an hour or so it was class photo shooting.We,yuhuans are so photogenic that they had to take so many shots?!

During chemistry we did titration.It was cool.Then,i went to eat with ganga at KFC.It was fun!And yea,I GOT BACK MY DIARY!!!THAT STUPID SAHIL DID'NT LEFT IT IN THE LAB.IT WAS ALL ALONG WITH HIM.DAMN HIM.PATHATIC DUTCH BALL!(but i love him as my friend anyway...wad to do..he has to be a lunatic dumb ass since he is my friend after all)Anyway,i really have to focus on my studies nowadays.I am not giving my best yet.DAMN!

Aniway,gtg now!

The Ketchup Miracle

2008-07-31T06:53:00.000-07:00

Today was a mixture of fun and a bit of a irritating day for me.In the morning,the first period was maths.After we finished the morning duty,we went up to the lab.I peeped through the transparent window and saw that couple of people were standing up.Then i was like "oh damn!!!i did'nt finish any of my maths homework!!!"I did'nt have any intention of standing trough the whole boring period so I skipped the maths class for a few minutes by wandering around the school with sumathi.(I am such an "awesome" prefect!Follow my trademark :)

After that we had recess,can't remeber what we really did.Oh yea,me and mariyya was struggling with history.I seriously did't know what was i memorising.Aniway,Me and Mariyya is back in action!!!Aniway,after school the History test was cancelled which was a huge relief!I would have failed 100% with flying colours :) Then, Me and Mariyya went to eat and we discussed some issues regarding our friendship.

Then, I had to deal with the whole bunch of sec ones.(Retarded ones)I asked them not to talk when i am talking to them,they don't seem to give a damn.Only after Wesly shouted then they kept quiet.Must i really be that mean to them or do they expect people to be mean to be as that the only way thet know how to keep themselve shut!I really don't know how Melvyn handle this whole bunch of *#&^&%@###!!! I seriously can't think of any words to describe them.I taught them some of the dance steps for the ketchup song.The best thing they could do is to stare at me as if I am some sort of Bizarre baboon giving a free show in the zoo!!!Only the sec 2s was co-operating with me.The people who were involved in RHD (racial harmony day).Nabilah went mental after a few minutes.(she looked as if she was drunk and that reminded me of mushfiq on his sweet sixteen)

Overall,it was fun just that i got tired with the sec ones!One message for you guyz:You have to move it!!!Your body is not mechanical that you have to dance like some kind of typical robots!NO offence but we really need to rock that show and i need you guyz to co-operate with me.Please respect your other seniors as well and try not be stubborn.You guyz should carry the legend and continue to rock yuhua and prove that the prefects rocks!!!I know you guyz can do it!So all the best and move to the music.Its not that hard.Trust me.You can take help from nabilah if you need to.She will make you move to the groove :)

Sec 2s,Keep up the good job.I really thank you for co-operating and supporting me all the way.You guyz rock to the core!It's the time to disco for you all,i guess:)

Aniway,after teaching them the dance steps,i went to find sahil,Then,me,mariyya and him went to eat in Mcdonald.(he lost my diary!!!)On the way,my ketchup song cd fell on the road and it rolled all the way to the other side of the road.And by that time,the cars were miving so i could'nt really get it or stop it from rolling.Then,when the coast was clear i went off to get it.Surprisingly it did'nt broke or had any scratches on it so i thought it was ok.But when i tried it on,it was spoilt.THE KETCHUP MIRACLE OF THE DAY!You should have seen it rolling on da road.It was kinda cool.

I can't wait for the prefect's camp!Tomorrow we all have photo shooting.It's gonna be PAPARAZZI (i think tht's how u spell it) kind of day.I will have class photo shoot,prefects photo shoot,EXCO photo shoot and last but not the least the NPCC photo shoot.Then,after school is NP training.I miss my diary!!!

Aniwae,i just realised today that some people around me are nuts.One of the b***ches in my school is happy that my friendship was not destroyed with one of my closest friend.She judged that I am not a good friend as she thinks she can prove to be a better friend than me.(after she herself proved that she is the no. 1 world wide great gossiper(or wadeva u call it)!I seriously don't know why peoply like you exist in this world.Firstly,you broke someone's trust who wanted to see the different side of you.Secondly,you proved to me that how inhuman you are.Thirdly,you disgusted me with your personality and thoughts.I am even ashamed to say that i actually know someone like you.Keep that crappy nose and mouth to urself.Pathetic monkey virus!

Aniway,i think tht's all i would crap for today.Maths is waiting for me.

Favoutite qoute of the day, "TIME HATES ME!!!"

Maths Mock Exam!

2008-07-29T06:07:00.000-07:00

Today we had maths mock exam after school.It was quite easy except for all those complicated bearing questions.I don't know how am i suppose to cope up with these tons of homework and tests!Apart from studies,there are so many things that is going on.I don't really understand why i am close to so many people.It is just too many too handle and sometimes i fall in a situation where i am the middle person.Well,after being close to someone,they will still not trust you 100%.Sometimes they will still suspect you of doing things that you know that you will never imagine doing before.Only a few people will understand what i am talking about.Sometimes it hurts to see that the person you are most closest to your heart is confused about trusting you.Some people sometimes without bothering to find out the truth goes behind my back and start gossiping (their favourite past time) and unknowingly,they too make a deep hole in my friendship.They unintentionally weaken my bonds with my close friends.And that's when i call a person a total pure *biatch*!

Aniwae,today after the test,me,sahil,rahul,nicholas,joyce just sat down and talked.They were mostly laughing about some dirty jokes that i did'nt get it (as usual).Tomorrow,there will be a prefects meeting in the morning and most probably after school we would be rehearsing for the dance that we are gonna perform on NDP.

Well, gtg now and finish up my revesion.Got three tests tomorrow :)

I miss you :)

in comp lab five :)

2008-07-28T18:04:00.000-07:00

Now 3e5 is stuck in comp lab five with mss winata.Well,yesterday i slept at around four in the morning.Maths is seriously making me mad!!!Especially, trigonometry!!!Apart from maths ans stress,there are other stuff that is going on.There is NDP coming up which is most probably next week.I am dance co-ordiantor.All the prefects,most of them,are going to dancce to song called ketchup.The dance steps are preety fast.I hope the juniors can catch up with it.Ok..mss winata is screaming right now..i think i better sign off before she catch me!

Peace!

Pics!!!

2008-07-26T05:28:00.000-07:00

Damn!!!i can't upload my pics!!!bad mood.so i won't post anything for today!

IT'S THE TIME TO DISCO!!!

2008-07-23T02:51:00.000-07:00

On 21th july we celebrated racial harmony day!it was a blast.I will just post the pictures which will explain it all!I love you all!

Civil District!

2008-07-09T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today we went to the civic district area.It was fun.But the tour guide could'nt stop talking.

Damn!i can't upload the pics!!!

It is a sunday!!!

2008-07-06T03:17:00.000-07:00

Maths and maths and even more maths!I think that is the only subject i am learning right now.Mrs Koh can be such a pain sometimes.She suspended all the remedials and tests.I know is a good thing for us for the moment.

Today is a Sunday.The only thing i remember doing was maths.

I have no mood to post anything.

MATHS MAKES ME MAD!

IT WAS A BLAST!

2008-06-28T09:44:00.002-07:00

28th June was my b'dae!And it was a total blast.AnD at exactly 12am mushfiq and amy called me up and sang me a happy b'dae song.I thought amy was tired and she will go to bed but she said how can she sleep on my b'dae!So sweet!After that Sumathi called up.Then Sahil called up and i was so shocked.I did'nt expected him to call.After that amy told me that Mahera also wished me Happy b'dae!I called up Arun and he also wished me.After that i talked to one my guests who were in my house.We talked like until 3 in the morning.It was cool as we were having hot tea in our hands while talking non stop through out the night.Ok,more like morning!Then,i seriously got tired and finally went to sleep.I woke up in the morning and started to do my mother tongue homework.Could'nt really concentrate though.Then,Amy came to my house to finish the long damn bengali holiday homework but i did'nt let that spoilt my day!Then,both of us rushed to school together.First time in my life i was late for my bengali class.However,the teacher seemed not take that too personally i guess.

Then we had class.Time flew very fast.They ordered pizzas and and we were all in a party mood.Amy prepared this 'special' cake which involves chocolates.It was something very unique.I enjoyed myself immensely.After that,we took pics and stuff.

Next,after bengali school ended,we headed to holland village.Mushfiq was cellebrating his sweet sixteen.At first,it was kinda dull.Like we were just talking and eating.But once all of us were on the dance floor nothing could have stopped us from shaking our body from top to bottom.It was awesome.We were having a time of out life.The hindi music and the ancient surroung was totally cool!!!It was very hard for me stop dancing and rest for while but Mushfiq was dancing the most.He dancing and shaking his head off!

Well,then,me,sheema,zarna,rubaiya,shumaiya and amy headed to the MRT at 11 pm.It was so very late.But,seriously,it was worth it.Even in MRT we on the music and started to dance.The commuters around us thought we were crazy but thank god they did'nt arrest us or something.But since it was like the last moment of my big day,it was worth taking the risk.After all,life is all about taking RISK!DACNING IN THE MRT IS SOMETHING THAT I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD DO.But,i did.THE PARTY WAS ON,BABY!!!I wished it would never end.Why does all the good things comes to an end?

Anyway,i had a GREAT BIRTHDAY!And i would like to take this opportunity to thank some of my people in my life who are close to my heart.Without them it is like a missing rose in my life's garden!

First of all,I would love to THANK Amy for everything!Thank you for organinsing the surprise!Thank you for always being there for me.By saying Thank you i will not be able to express how you mean to me but i guess that is the least i can do!

Secondly,I would love to thank SUMATHI!For calling me up and wishing me!Really appreciated!!!I love you very much!

THANK YOU SAHIL FOR CALLING ME UP!Really appreciated!Thank you for also hearing my craps till now and also being there for me!THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

THANK YOU ARUN FOR REMEMBERING ME ON MY B'DAE!Sorry,that i could'nt meet you.Maybe another day!But still thank you!

Thank you Mahera!

THANK YOU SHUMAIYA!

THANK YOU XUE ER!(for treating me cheese fries)

THANK YOU RUBAIYA,SHEEMA,TULY,ZARNA,FAWAHIDA AND all of the gals who were present in my small party.

THANK YOU MUSHFIQ FOR CALLING ME UP AS WELL!

THANK YOU TO EVERYBODY WHO HAS MADE A DIFFERENCE TO MY LIFE.LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS!

IT WAS A BLAST!

2008-06-28T09:44:00.001-07:00

FINALLY THE WEEKEND IS HERE!

2008-06-27T00:01:00.000-07:00

Today was a normal school day.Nothing exciting but still abnormal as usual.At least some cowards learnt how to face reality.Well,I kinda like this song:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=QcotLCuKyVM

Tomorrow is my birthday!But it seems some of my close friends forgot it...not all but some :)
Sumathi and Tong Jing seems one of the them.I have a strong feeling that Amy has some surprise or something.I am kinda looking forward for tomorrow but not that excited as i still did not finished up my holiday homeworks!I will be finally 15!

Well,right now i'm lazy to post anything!hope tomorrow will be a blast or something (:

2008-06-26T01:05:00.000-07:00

Well,today was kinda fun.Actually, it was awesome!Maths lessons was a boredom as usual but the last two periods were a blast!Mr gerad or wadeva his name is came into our class for CME!And we,3e5,was having a time of our life laughing at him.He is such an idiot!He scolded us shut up while he was teaching us how to respect.Comical moron.How does he expect us to respect him when he himself is disgracing himself?It has been kinda long since i laughed nonstop like a total freak.It was unresistable.

I love these days!Everyday is always filled with craziness,laughter,madness,hapiness...a new mystery is always awaits for me to discover.
But there are times i feel things should'nt be the way the are now...sometimes i just feel like going back to the past to understand what went wrong,some strong bonds are meant to be broken without knowing.I never saw it coming.Wish i knew what i was doing!But i try my best not to regret.It just a waste of time.What happened,was meant to happen even if it was unexpected.When some things come,the only thing you got to do is meet with it.That's life,i guess.

If I’d Never Met YouIf I’d never met you,
I wouldn’t feel the
pain Of losing your sweet love;
I wouldn’t feel insane.
But if I’dnever met you,
I wouldn’t know the pleasure
Of ecstasy’s warmgifts
And memories to treasure.
Now moving on with life,
I force awistful grin,
Questioning what went wrong
And wondering what might have been.

During the June holidayz, I came out with this song lyric:

Unanswered Questions

Your unspoken words means a lot to me
I can even hear you whisper my name
in this dark cold silent night

You are not here but why can i still feel you're right next to me?
You are not walking by my side then why can i still hear your footsteps coming towards me?
Is it because you are in my mind?Or is it because you are in my thoughts?Or is it just because you are in my dreams?Or is it because you are in my heart?Or in my mysterious world?Or in my complicated life?Or is it simply just because you're a PART OF ME!

Why is it that i see your face blooming in every flower,
Why does all those sweet memories hit right back at me even if i know it is over?
You can hide behind your stories but don't take me for a fool,
and act so COOL!

Why does my fairytale has a happy ending
only in my dreams?
I swear that i don't know you,i don't,i just don't give a damn,
with my fingers crossed...Why do i still feel guilty?and know my heart is lying and i'm pretending?

Where are my answers to those millions questions?I'm over you but why do i feel you're still a part of me?I wanna run away to the middle of no where...
somewhere,where i can toss my problems in the deep blue ocean
and somewhere, where only those stars in the dark night understands how i feel!

I'm still here without you
pretending nothing has happened
still smiling even if it is over
but i guess love is just a curse
but it has its own good reasons...

PS:Deep within me there is frustration that is unexplained,Why must u act like someone else?i don't even recognise u!but just don't prove to me that u r a total coward!Face it like a moron as u can'tr be a man.SHOW ME YOU FOOL IF U HAVE THE GUTS!

SCHOOL HOLIDAY IS OVER!

2008-06-23T00:04:00.001-07:00

Well, after one month of summer vacation,school has started once again.Damn!I did'nt even finish up most of my homeworks.It is a good thing that some of the teachers forgotten all about it while others are toobusy teaching that they don't really bother to collect the stacks of homework.Early in the morning we had prefect's meeting.I was a bit late but not noticed.Our first lesson was English and we have a new teacher to teach us that subject.Her name is Miss stranten or something like that.For a first impression,she seems to be a very fun teacher but i guess not as good as Mdm Fauzana.I thing the only difference will be that she won't think about letting us sleep during her lessons.My birthday will be on this Saturday.I have a strong feeling that Amy is planning a bash for me or something like that.Perhaps, worst than that.Hmmm...well..i think i better go and finish up homeworks!

MATHS MAKES ME MAD!!!

2008-06-16T01:39:00.000-07:00

Nothing much abt the party.The highlights are that i was in da end pshed into the pool,the BBQ was nice and yea...we did had fun!yesterday,my family and i went to this new restaurent at raffles marina.I loved the place.It is somewhere near tuas!well, we had a fantastic lunch over there and after tht we went shopping!!!Today was boring maths camp but somehow i enjoyed it :)Tomorrow, is da last day of da camp!

2008-06-13T02:11:00.000-07:00

I love these songs...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=CTTjLxXFg0k&feature=related

http://youtube.com/watch?v=yxIqnnIleqs&feature=related

yesterday, we had 3e5 class party,more like a farewell BBQ party for MDM FAUZANA!It was a fun!I am kinda lazy to write now..so i sign off now..

2008-06-02T00:36:00.000-07:00

http://youtube.com/watch?v=sLSWJtxvaUY&feature=related

http://youtube.com/watch?v=hqbPEVI_ftY&feature=related

http://youtube.com/watch?v=tM8U-PIiWCk&feature=related

http://youtube.com/watch?v=F7y97Ri7pwM&feature=related

http://youtube.com/watch?v=iGMMWFXdQa8&feature=related

http://youtube.com/watch?v=5FcpBc8ORNY&feature=related

YESTERDAY WAS FUN!!!!

2008-05-30T01:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,
Me and amy went to orchard road...we walked more than a hour(i think).Then, we ate Burger King.And finally went to sentosa.We took the monorail from Vivocity to get there.We first rode on the skyride.Then caught the night show.It was very fun.After that we went to siloso beach.Enjoyed the sound of the waves.Took PICS.Had a lovely day!

PS: I miss my MILO DINOSAUR!!!

LIFE IS GREAT!

2008-05-28T07:24:00.000-07:00

First in the morning we had POP meeting with all my Np mates. Then, i called up mariyya to go out with me.First we went, Mc and ate till we were so full.seriously so full!!After that we went JP to shop.I bought number of things man...like a new watch, a few dresses and etc. Mostly, we did window shopping.It was kinda fun. We saw a few morons in Popular. One of them pretended not to know us.Who cares.Morons are meant to rot,yea?It was very fun.

I love this song:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=06OlDiey5z0

PS: Everyday is always a
mystery for me yet to be discovered!Just full of surprises and even more surprises...

MINESH YOU ARE DELETED OUT OF MY LIFE (x

2008-05-20T23:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,
Me,sahil and mariyya went to JP to shop for something.It was very fun!Then, he asked me to wrap the presents for him and give it to him today.So, i went to school to today to give him tht. Minesh was also meeting him. They talked for a while. Then sahil told me tht things are not going the way he wanted. AND today, i am seriously giving up on this moron. He is so hopeless.

Ah..nevermind...

HAPPY HOLIDAYZ ANIWAE TO ALL THE PEEPS OUT THERE!

I AM HAPPY THAT U R NOT MINE!!!

2008-05-18T00:06:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps!

Examz are finally over!But..seriously i'm not looking forward for my report book to be issued.Aniways, a few days ago we had our prefect's investiture and i am the head of secretary. Now i'm no longer The head of Merit. Mariyya is taking over that post now.

It was awesome.I was the MC and we had to carry out the programme for both the upper and lower secondary. Our Yuhua's Head Prefect is ... MELVYN NG!!! His smiles makes my day :)

Well, I am no longer sad becoz of the tragedy tht happened between me and minesh. He is such a saddist type of person but let him be. I really don't what type of human like to see their friends in pain. I think HE DOES!!! Nevermind, there will be a day when he will realise what he has lost. But i think by then it will be too late...

Life is still rocking to the core...we guyz (Mariyya,kamalraj,sumathi...) were planning to go to bukit timah hill..to hike!I wanna do something very adventurous!!!

Last thursday, mariyya,alif and me was doing da merit system and then sahil came along... we did practically nothing at first.Then i wanted go to MLC and i wanted to wait for the bio ppl to fininsh their damn long lesson.SAhil also followed me.Unfortunatel, da MLC was closed...so we sat outside...and both of talked for hours..it was kinda fun!

June Holiday is finally...JUST AROUND THE CORNER!
BUT STILL..THERE IS SO MANY STUFF GOING ON...

Everyday is full of surprises for me.i never know what's gonna happen to me.Very unpredictable!

Well..that's all i gotta say for now..
peace out!

PS:I STILL MISS YOU!I STILL LOVE
YOU,I REALLY DO!WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME?

I HATE MINESH!!!

2008-05-14T02:48:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DgrxuFYo7Nk

BLOODY BANANA BASTARD!

2008-05-09T01:10:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KT6EBGuoGAA

I love you!
I hate you!

This is what i get after being so loyal to you...

i loved u more than myself...

i cared so much about u AND YOU BETRAYED ME!!!!

YOU PLAYED WIF MY HEART!!!!

IT IS OVER FOR U BUT NOT FOR ME!

Urghhhh!!!!Stupid Mole concept!!!!

2008-04-17T20:49:00.000-07:00

GREAT.JUST GREAT.HE DID'NT come today :(

UrggggHHHhhhhhh.....

Problems after problems :)

2008-04-17T07:15:00.000-07:00

Well, nothing much happened today.As usual had some boring lessons of maths.After school had the maths test.It was quite easy but I made some careless mistakes :) Aniways, someone special of mine is so mad at me :( UrghhhhHHH!!! I know i'm at fault but he does'nt have to avoid talking to me!I miss you :) You came to the gate today but you did'nt talk to me.You could have scolded me or wadeva you wanted to do.It is better than not talking to me.Silence kills me inside.This is the first time,I saw u but not a word was spoken.

I know is my fault!I really admit it!I seriously meant no Harm.

I always tend to do wrong things at the wrong time.

I hope you do not lose any trust in me coz i was seriously did not wanted to let the secret out.I was just so called sharing it even though i'm not suppose to.Just did'nt thought twice about it.But everyone does make mistakes, yea?I hope you talk to me tomorrow :) Without you life is just not the same.I may not show but it is always deep inside me...

Dear,

I believe that none could love you

quite as deeply as I do;

And yet I often fail to show

the depth of it to you.

I vow to do the little things,

to show you every day;

But one thing or another

seems to get into the way.

I pledge to be more open,

to have courage and be strong;

But some how fear takes over

and then everything goes wrong.

I dream of perfect love for us,

and hope that it will be;

And yet I end up giving you

a less than perfect me.

I want to be much more for you,

be everything you need.

I hope and seek, beg and pray"Change me Lord! ", I plead.

You are the only one I want.It is for you I yearn.

I guess, my love, there's still so much

that I have yet to learn.

I cannot give perfection,

but this I promise I will do -

I will spend my life time learning

how to give my love to you.

Hmmm...hope everything is fine tomorrow :)

PS:i love u, i really do :)

Today i am Sick!

2008-04-07T21:11:00.000-07:00

WHO LET THE DOG OUT!!!

MINESH AND MARIYYA :)

The school merit system PPL :)

THE MERIT PPL :0

THE GATE GANG :)

Some are not in da pics...MARIYYA TOOK DA PIC :)

OUR WORLD OF CRAZZINEZZ :)

Well,today i did'nt go to school coz i was sick in the morning...but i think i'll be attending da NAFA test.I don wanna miss that...the faster i get over it, the better it will be for Me :)

I'm so sick of some things that is going around me for the moment. I juz solved one problem last week and another problem juz appeared!That idiotic,lunatic,good for nothing has nothing better to do than to dig up his own grave to a miserable life!He wants to play it like a hard game...i'll show him some!I did enough of pitying and showing symphathy for him now there is not a single lovely soul left in me :( And the game starts now!You will never win coz u always think about losing me...so juz watch out!You've drained the patience out of me!I've never met such a lunatic and a dumb dumb person like you.Your motto? "THINK.AIM.STRIKE!"

But for me...i neither think nor aim...i go straight to strike!

Aniwae, enough of my whole lot of craps..i'm juz mad at a particular person..that's all!Aniwae..later..i gtg to school to attend my NAFA test!

PS: I'M GONNA WIN THIS GAME :)

so many things tht is going on :)

2008-04-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

There are so many things that is going on...some things which are so weird and absurd and others are just so unexpecting :)

Well, school is just going greater and better everyday...except for Mrs koh's lessons.Anyway, MYE is coming reallie soon and I don noe how am i suppose to cope...Urghhh!!!Time flies so fast man!!!

Yesterday, we had speech Day!It was awesome :)
After school i had to deal wif da Merit System..Then i went to eat with Pei ling Yu ting, Regina , Mahira and some others..i Can't remember..

Then went back to school...tried polishing my boots!

By 2:30 we had to fall in!We did some drills and then we got ready to march out :)

Directly after the parade i had to go up to the hall to give out the prizes to da GOH...

Then me, sumathi, minesh and kamlraj watched da different Dance group perform :)

Then rahul came from somewhere and they did some ghost investigation around da sch..while me and sumathi seek to da canteen to get some drinks...

Then we waited for them to come..and took some pics together..Eugene also joined us in pics taking part..I had to force him to take..

WEll...overall..it was wonderful day :)
But it is sad tht speech day is over!

But guess i have to be happy that it happened :)

Well..posting at last :)

2008-02-07T22:22:00.000-08:00

Well..i am back at last. 2008 is going awesome so far and i am looking forward to see some more of it :) Howeva..its getting stressful as all of us preparing for O'levels and my maths teacher most of the time drive me crazy with maths homework!!!But surprisingly..she did not give a single homework for chinese new year :) Well...yesterday we celebrated Chinese New Year and so called embarassed ourselves by performing in front of the whole school..THe sound system was spoilt or something and it just made da whole thing go down da drain.wad da hell.but it was fun all da same :)

NOTHING TO DO!!!

2007-12-10T20:27:00.000-08:00

Well..i am just blogging coz for da moment i have nth to do!!!I am going out with my primary school friend!ok..that's all i have to saY..BYE BYE!

Asked Xue Er to post pics for me :P

2007-11-25T19:49:00.000-08:00

I can't find any fonts in my blogger.This font sucks.Anyway, I asked Xue Er to Post those pics for me.haha.I love that dress of mine!

I CAN'T POST MY PICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-21T05:38:00.000-08:00

I CAN'T POST MY PICS!!!!!STUPID COMPUTER.rETARDED.

Still having a sleepover!!!!

2007-11-18T11:18:00.000-08:00

we are joined TWINS.hehe:)
EATING LUNCH :)
OK.FINALLY BOTH OF US WENT MENTAL :)
FRIENDZ 4 EVA AND eva and....

i WAS TALKING. THEN, SNAP!a PHOTO OF ME WAS TAKEN BY

aMY..HEHE.
THIS IS AMY!I TOOK HER PIC LAST YEAR!LOVE IT.

OK. :)

I'll make it short and sweet this time. :)

Woke up at 1:00pm. :)

Went out at around 6:00pm. :)

Esplanade. :)

Took pictures. :)

Lovely. :)

Was crazy in the bus. :)

Simultaneously irritating Moury apu by singing the same song over and over again."Ek chalis Ki last local" :)

Then, came back home. :)

Ate my all time favourite dish.Fried Rice cooked by the most famous cook.Moury Apu. :)

Then played CLUEDO!!!! :)

FUN!!!MUAAKS.. :)

Watched Ratatoiulle(I don noe how to spell the ridiculous name) :)

And here i am at around 3:30am in the morning,beside Amy..writing all this!

:) :D :) :D :) :) :) :D :) :D

:)VERY HAPPY:)

I AM AT AMY's HOUSE, HAVING A SLEEPOVER!!!!WHHOOhooooooo.....

2007-11-17T08:37:00.000-08:00

Thursday

In the morning,
I had NPCC.Oh GOD!!!We had to fall in Full U!!!The training was totaly crucial for me!I fell down and broke my leg. :) Then, I could not even stand straight for one moment.:(Muhahaha!!!!So,after I came back, I slept like a Guinea PIG!Lovely.Sweet.Great.Wonderful.Fantastic.Majestic.I woke the next morning!

Friday

In the morining,
AGAIN I had NPCC TRAINING!!!ThANK GOD..PEOPLE ARE NOWadays are so crazy!!!Wait..did I say thank god???Never mind..I think i'm among one of them... :) Hehehe..Well, the first item we did wAS PT , then we played Captain's Ball!It was great!Just that I have shy Juniors.Damn shy but soooo SWeet :) Hey..but some of them are so cheecky :P Then, our Sir asked us what did we guyz wanted to do next, And one of my cutie sweetie pie answered "anything"!!!Hence, our Sir took advantage of it!He asked all of us to climb up the stairs, in the New Block. Basically, my poor leg had to suffer!Well, all went good but when I reached home, I think the best word to describe me would be most probably " Dead"!!!

Saturday

I woke up around 11:00 am. That's very early for me, if you know me well then you will know why I made that statement. :) Well, I had my breakfast and watched the news.Basically, the most davastating news for me is that Bangladesh is experiencing a terrible cyclone!!! :( I really hope everyone is fine man!!!Anyways, then, I cleaned up my room and made everything in my house look neat and clean. Next, I packed my bag becoz......I WAS GOING FOR A SLEEPOVER AT MY MOST ADORABLE FRIEND'S HOUSE, AMY!!!!!Well, I guess you know that I was really excited cause I really was!!!Confusing???Hope not.Anyway, I went out around 3:oo pm!Amy and her sis were waiting at the bus stop to pick me up!I had lunch at their house and then I freshen up myself a bit before heading to Jurong East Entertainment with them.First, we went to look for some Movie CDs.I wanted to watch a HoRROR movie but later we decided not to take the risk..HEY! THERE IS SOMEONE BEHIND YOU!!!ok...I know is kinda lame but hey, seriously..just think about it..at the strike of 12 mid night..watching HORROR MOVIE..OOOOooooh..I will scream to Death but I would still watch it till the end.The best thing for me watching a horror movie is screaming as loud as you can.AAAAaaaaaaaahhh...Well, back to what I was saying, after that we went to Arcade.I played basketball.I love throwing the balls although I'm kinda not perfect in aiming the stupid thing into the Basket.Then, we decided to take Neoprints.The most funniest thing is that none of us were prepared so all the pics were,ermmm,kinda funny!!!Muhahahahaha.Hahahaha!Ok, I know there is nothing I just said that was funny but if you would have seen the pics and expression on faces, then you would have laughed your hearts out!Then all of us were hungry so we went to LJS.Theeen, we decided to go to West Coast Park.Oh My God!!!!!I loved it!!!!hahahahahahaha!Come on humans, say shakalaka baby!!!!It was terrific!!!Amy and I were totally into this cool,fantastic and undescribeale song!!!I know I just described it but actually...i mean seriously..DOes it matter.Nope.not at all.Why would it matter?You tell me why?Should I say why?Nevermind.Anyways, back to where I was, Amy and I and her sis lied down near to the sea shore,The breeze made my hair fly to and fro!Giving me goosebumps.Actually not goosebumps but ...nevermind.Then it slightly drizzled.We climbed up the Pyramid, all the to the top.I was wearing the stupid skirt and was feeling damn IRRITATED!!!Hehehehe..hahahaha..hohohoho...Meowwww!Anyways, After that Back home...wait..not to my house but to Amy's house!!!Well..here at 1:30am in the morning..wait ..i actually don't know what time it is..anyway it is actually after midnight..is'nt that obvious???hAHAHA..well..i am having a slight brain damage so please try to keep up with me :)Hahaha..tomorrow, we are planning to go to swimming pool..then to Esplanade..Moury Apu decided to go to the Zoo...She loves the Monkeys..I love it too..only if they smile..hahaha..they look so stupid!!!Oh yea..By the way..AFRI IS LEAVING YUHUA!!!!It will make a huge difference without him.C'mon.. u gotta admit that there is nobody else that can replace him.I wonder who is gonna make fun of me or really get on my nerves the next time...I bought a floral black and white shorts.Hehe.And i'm wearing it NOW!!!Big deal.Ok..i had enough!So long living humans!!!muacks:P

2007-11-12T23:04:00.000-08:00

My Bengali friends...shumaiya and Amy!!!

My Relativess..

Back from my sleep OVER!

2007-11-12T22:40:00.000-08:00

Me at Esplanade RD

Our yuhua security Guard

MR NAZRI AND KUCHI AND ME

ME!!!

MY FAMILY ON A JOGGING TRIP...

ME!!!

MY FAVOURITE COUSIN!!!

I had a wonderful sleepover!After the party was over, we played monopoly!Then, all of us had dinner.When it was almost 12 midnight, everyone started saying ghost stories which freaked me out and I could not sleep at night.Instead I finally managed to sleep in the break of Dawn which was like around 5 am.The other two of them played PsP THE WHOLE NIGHT LONG!!!Anyway, I woke up at 1 pm and had my breakfast.Then all of us went to watch 'Bee movie'.It was very funny with all those bees being hyper active in the movie!It was a 1 and a half hour show!I also wanna watch Game Plan!!!

THURSDAY AND FRIDAY!!!

2007-11-09T22:57:00.000-08:00

Its super fun to be with them..miss them lots!!!

ME!!!

MY SWEET cousins...

My out going cousins....
The sunset in Bangladesh...

ON THURSDAY,

MY family and I went to Orchard Road.We went to shop at Takashimaya.I almost went mental looking at all those branded items and specially the PRICE!!!My mum bought a bag and some furnitures to decorate the house.We mostly did window shopping.I bought a packet of tissue paper as that was cheapest thing i found in that big shopping centre with a Monalisa face on each of it!So if anybody wants to sneeze on these tissue papers, You have to actually do it on the poor Monalisa!We walked so much that my foot was nearly swollen.After that all of us went to a thai food centre to eat.Gosh..i think I never felt so hungry!!!

ON FRIDAY,

Amy and I went to Beach road to watch 'Sawariya'.It was a really fantastic movie!!!Just that I wanted Sonam kapoor to go with Ranbir Kappor.Shit!!!However,apart from that, the actors and actresses did a really good job!The songs were fabulous!!!The movie started at 3:45 pm and ended at 6:45pm!Now, I really wanna watch Om Shanti Om and Aaja Nachle!Amy and I really had wonderful time together!Our all time favourite song, "HARE RAM HARE RAM HARE KRISNA HARE RAM"wHENEVA WE HAVE THE CHANCE WE WILL SING THAT SONG!Musfiq,nahin and miguil were also suppose to come and watch the movie.But, the plan was cancelled.Anyway, on 17th november mouri apu organised a picnic at Sentosa just like last year!!!Alright Amy, we are again gonna have loads of fun!!!This sunday, I'm gonna have a sleepover with all my junior friends at Aritro's house!!!Finally, the holidays are turning out to be BLAST for me!!!Shumaiya is leaving Singapore on 13th of this month & Amy on the 28th!!!Idiots..they have to leave me here...

OK....BYEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

OK BYEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

planing to watch a movie!

2007-11-05T23:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday at 12 midnight, My family and I went for jogging. We almost jogged the whole of Jurong area.Gosh!!!Now my legs and hands are all crammed!I wanna watch Sawariya and Om shanti Om with Amy!Can't wait for 9 November!!!This Sunday I will be having a sleepover at one of my friend's house!We are hoping that this time all of us will have blast as many people is invited for da sleepover.

I did not went for today's class party!I woke up exactly at 3 o'clock.Now a days i'm having weird dreams!Some includes celebrities like Justin Timberlake and Britney spears.I don know what the hell i've got to do with them but they still appears in my dreams.Oh yea, having Britney in my dreams is more like a Night Mare!!!

My cousins are gone!!!

2007-11-05T00:03:00.000-08:00

Now it is really boring at home!!!I planned with Amy that for this week we will go to each other house and have loads of fun!In this way both of us can get rid of this everlasting boredom.Well, I think tomorrow is the class party.Can't decide if i wanna go or not! My poor lazy leg can't seem to move anywhere.

After my cousins left, i really feel like going back to bangladesh.If i was there, Time would pass by so fast that i won't even have the time to realise its gone!I loveeeee my cousin.Thank god i have Amy to spend time with.That idiot is also going to bangladesh this 28th November!!!Hate u man!!We planned to watch another movie next week!!!Before that i gotta convince her mum!Hehe!Hope the plan works.Gonna miss her loads if she goes back to bangladesh.Shumaiya and musfiq is also going.Damn it...now i feel like having wings!

SO pissed off man!!!

2007-11-02T00:17:00.000-07:00

The day before yesterday,my bengali friends and i went to watch hindi movie at beach road,shaw towers.We were told to wait at City Hall since we exactly did not know where is the place.Shumaiya and musfiq were'nt there so we called them up.They said that they already bought the tickets to watch Bool Bhulaiya for the 3 o'clock show.That's fine with me.But at least they could ask us if I've watched the movie already or not.No,not a soul asked for my opinion.Eventually,I bought the tickets for 'Jab We Met'.Mahera also bought the tickets since she is gonna watch Bool Bhulaiya with her mother.Apart from that,I was mad at musfiq and shumaiya.I mean its natural for me to get frustrated at them and they should also understand why i'm feeling this way.But no.ONe of them don like me to be mad at her and another one called me and mahera anti-socials just because we did not join them.Hello?mister?You expect me to watch the same movie over again.At least you should let us know what movie you guys wanna watch.Never mind.Forget it.You blooody idoit still have the cheek to say you don even give damn about us...what's wrong with you man???I never saw such a emo person in my whole entire life!!!You say its our fault?FINE!

Anyway,tomorrow my cousins is going away!!!!I'll miss them loads.Had so much fun these last few days!!!

I am in loads of shit!!!!

2007-10-28T23:43:00.000-07:00

This is so IRRITATING!!!Today, I had to actually go river valley high for a Science Course.But i did'nt.I bet the teacher is mad with me!!!Anyway, That's not my problem if she can't bother to give a consent form.Apart from that, Mdm Yap called up saying that I've to pass up the "travel oversea form" by tomorrow!!!I don even have that form!!!So damn bloody idiotic!!!

My cousin and I'm having loads of fun this few days!Last saturday, we went to West Coast Park at around 1 AM IN THE MORNING and came back home at around 5 AM !The next day we went to Sentosa!Then,on Monday we went to Jurong Bird park...we also went to the hill top!It was awesome!!!The next day we went to watch movie!Then we went to Jurong point to shop!On thursday we went to Esplanade!ON friday it was my hibernating day! I slept like I never did before!!!

Examz over!

2007-10-27T03:15:00.000-07:00

Well examz over...ok..i am lazy to post anything..so i am just gonna post some pics..

I loveeeeeeeeeee my bengali friends!!!!MUAKS TO THEM!!!

the feeling of slight touch with A mathz...

2007-10-18T01:32:00.000-07:00

Hey...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SING LEI!!!!YOU ARE 14 YEARS OLD BABY! Today school was kinda the same just that Mr Nazri taught us a bit of Geography.I hate GEOGRAPHY!I'm alright with memorizing the bunch of retarded notes but map reading is just not me!I prefer History rather than Geography though it can be boring sometimes but u can score well quite easily.The results are out and finally i got back my marks for all my subjects.OK..for ENGLISH:70
GEOraphy:76
Literature :84
BENGALI :78
SCIENCE :79
HISTORY :81
MATH :66!!!!!
I really hate my damn bloody math marks.This is the first time i got a B3 for mathz!!!I mean i always keep up to a A1 or A2 and this time it really shocked me!I think i did not sleep well for the paper.Anyway, examz over and i don really wanna fuss over it cause the marks i got for the other subjects are not that bad.I just wish i can get the damn annoying A-Mathz!!!OK...i don wanna talk about total Exasperating education!

My dear kuchi did not really do well for her EOY...but cheer up..u still have loads of time to improve and really work hard!The marks u got is not up to ur expectation as u are capable of doing much more better!I know you can enhance on ur subjects next year...i will miss my kuchi!I will always be there though we might not be not together.I think we may not be in the same class but ur presence will still linger in my thoughts and memories we had together!My dear kuchi, if u had failed in many things in life,just know that u r seen as a passing grade soaring with different colours through my eyes.This is a edited poem just for you, my feelings are expressed from deep within my heart,the real and true words might not exist but this is the least i can say to tell u how u mean to me.

This is a poem about u and me:

Somewhere the sun is shining,

and the clouds are not in sight.

Somewhere someone's laughing,

and talking about what might happen.

What might have been another year,

for us to spend together.

What might have been another time,

that I could cherish forever.

Somewhere two people laugh and joke,

and carry on all day.

Talk about their past and future,

in an extraordinary way.

They talk about the last few years,

and how they made a bond.

They found it funny they both were different,

but both especially fond.

Fond of each other everyday,

so genuine and true.

A friend to tell of all your worries,

if ever you were blue.

To trust with all my secrets,

and keeping yours close to heart.

Knowing you will comfort me,

and sharing all our art.

Somewhere the sun is shining,

and we will meet again.

Become the friends we always were,

and talk about what's been.

Although you're gone I know you're here,

to help me through hard times.

Help me make the right decisions,

when I don't see the signs.

Somewhere the sun is shining,

and you will be in my heart.

For you were more like a sister to me,

and we shall never part.

This is the time to let you know,

how much I really cared.

I love you for you no matter what,

and cherish the moments that we shared.

I ALMOST CRIED READING THIS...

ok..enough of emotional and sentimental stuff...

Well..i wish rest of my friends will have a great life in the future!Love u all...all the best of luck for 2008!
So heartbreaking to see all of us break apart to different classes!!!I LOVE 2E4!ALL OF U ROCK!

Examz over!

2007-10-17T04:31:00.000-07:00

Hey humans!What's up?!At last examz over!!!! Well..to all my malay friends wishing u all Eid Muabarak! Today i bought this cheap present for my aunt...so cheap..too cheap to call it a present..only $$$1.90!!!HAHA..Just don wanna spent my hari raya money...its not that easy to earn money from adults...still got $50 left.My counsin is coming to singapore this friday morning!cool..gonna have fun!Well..i don noe if i'm having a crush on u babe but i'm sure crazy about u...ok..breaking NEWS!!!!"Nabila has went mental"actually that's not a breaking news..that's a everyday factual news...well i think so!U noe i got this weird yahoo contact in my list who is jjust as mental as me...is a guy!His name is ahmad zidan and he is 30 years old..so old..oh god..i wonder how does this people get so old and retarded!HE asked me to send some pics of me and i did..i mean wad harm can he do by just seeing my pics..da only thing he can do is to look where he is not suppose to look at..aniway that's guyz..he said he wanna f*kc with me & touch my body and wadeva..and i told him r u in da mental hospital or just in pub surrounded with babes?Stupid Old Uncle...he thinks he's hot?i think he's NOT!I hate my mathz marks..just hope i get a chance of doing A mathz.tomorrow is my old buddy's b'dae...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SING LEI!LOVE YA ALWAYS...I SENDED HER mail today..hope u like the card honey.I don wanna be detached from my friends next year..who wants to be aniwae?i'll miss 2e4!All of u rock baby!

Today I had my bengali exam...

2007-09-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

Great..da bloody mother tongue exam is OVER!!!The paper was damn is easy...

Its me again...

2007-09-20T18:04:00.000-07:00

Rite now i'm in school ...mariyya beside me...half frozen...we just did da home econ test...

examz r coming up on the way....shooot!!!!

2007-09-12T21:54:00.000-07:00

After a few weeks which is like about less than a three weeks...EYE WILL BEGIN!!!The topic which will be tested for the EYE for science and mahs suks like hell...i hate geography...can't wait to get over the examz...after that my cousins is gonna come over to Singapore and we're gonna hang out ...i'm gonna show her our small tiny singapore...aniway..for rite now..my bloody brain is filled with bloody banan words man...so i can't think of anything....i'm having a short circuit in my brain...when my light bulb is fixed again..i'll be back blogging..till then..

go bananas..

2007-09-04T01:05:00.000-07:00

HELLO people! My new blog.. yea. I'm in school right now. Had a rehearsel about the drama thing and that Chi Jack was DAMN late!!! We almost finish the whole script when he came. pathetic idiot. Well it was kinda fun. Doing IT the U-lead thingy
NABILA:D

NEW BLOG!!

2007-09-04T00:33:00.000-07:00

hey guys!! my new BLOG!!
NABILA:D